chappy christmasd
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i don't know what to say to you. not because you and i don't know how to communicate but because there are no words left unspoken between us as cheesy and digusting as that sounds (yes you can have your macaroni). we understand each other in ways that i never fully expected to understand anyone nor was i expecting them to understand me.

i've always been terrified of the way someone like you could make me feel. the closeness, the vulnerability, the intent of falling and having your heart broken all at once. it is so heavy and at the same time, it's terribly wonderful. you're my christmas present, one i didn't for, what i didn't know i needed, and one i certainly don't hope to return to the shops.
lily xxxxxxxxxxx